Rom 8:37 No, in all these things we are more than conquerors through him who loved us.
In his love. This is the place to start and live. Reside in the knowledge and reality of his love. This is the place of strength. You not only survive but have victory.
You feel the struggle but do not fear. Know that he loves you and determine to love more. You won’t be vanquished because you can’t in his love.
Now this may defy logic. Your sight and feelings tell you that your situation is bad. Do not depend on sight or feelings. Run to the citadel and refuge. Rest in the knowledge of his love and that he is working wonderfully and powerfully on your behalf. Eternity is yours. Fight to your last breath in faith and know that it is his perfect will for your ultimate conquest.