James 5:11 …patience in the face of suffering…The Lord is full of compassion and mercy.
The Lord has your back so get dirty. You suffer, we all do, but not all continue to do the Lords will. Press in. In pain persevere, the Lord sees. You are not alone in spite of your feelings.
The Lord is full of compassion. If you suffer, he knows. He is wonderful and doing a mighty work. Believe him. Put your hand to the plow and do not quit. Compassion is for those who believe and as result persevere.
His has mercy for you. He hurts seeing you in pain and will not let you last there forever. Know it is his perfect loving will. You have a partner in your pain and he will relieve you.
Go to him in prayer in your pain. Let him know you will not quit and that you know he will deliver you.